The Wrong Timing!

Have you ever had all that you wanted but just at the wrong time, like seriously at the wrong time?

I have too many spinning plates, too many tabs open, too many men, too many options and too many thoughts!!!

The tragedy is had this event happened two and half years ago the timing would have been perfect.

Like Wallace had the Wrong Trousers, I have the wrong timing.

Let me explain ... 

I have been friends with someone for around three years. At first, I really liked them and told them so but they said they just wanted to be friends. So friends we were, although it was really hard sometimes just to be friends because I really liked them. We had a lot in common and the same sort of background. I realistically thought that I had to move on and move on I did, although the men I saw were never suitable, either. But last year I developed really strong feelings for someone else whom I've also known a considerable amount of time. But he never wants more like I do, he's just happy to keep things on a very casual basis. I never know when I'm going to see him, either, but as I really liked him I was willing to keep things to how he wanted.

But now, all of a sudden, spells and magic galore, my friend has suddenly confessed to having feelings for me. He knows all about the other guy. It's not as if I've kept this from him, why should I, he's my friend. He knows I'm involved (sort of) with someone else, but that didn't stop him from kissing me ... naughty naughty!

I haven't figured out yet what I'm going to do ... I'm desperately hoping my feelings will come back for him. After all, I did like him enough at the start. But who knows ...? Only time will tell.